yet

yet
i was a criminal.
i was a virgin prostitute,
i was
painted red, neck and hand
feet black, eyes dim,
my brain was a whirlwind
hypocrite | coward | banker
fell apart in my own hand,
like ice in a hotspring.
yet
slug | coney | swine
wolf/sheep/dog/lion
drowning in the tears
a well i digged myself.
my song's lyrics
didn't make any sense.
so i
i threw it all away and didn't know it
my gold
was gone
and somehow i didn't notice.
icouldvediedinmysleep
yet
this couch
a place of bleach and tar
by and by
this equation has one solution
flunked my test
F-
my bloodtype
but
transfusion-supplement-antidote-cure
to my cancer.
ate my puke
yet
indigestion
progression
reflection
ascension
triangle, triangle, square
triangle
time
stops.
fire
Fire
fire
yet






Fire